Funny, I never would have thought chemo would teach me so much about myself. In myself and what I accept for me.
As you know I have been working on getting to a healthier place with myself. Mostly on my bike and the gym at work, but diet really. With the changes In my body with regards to taste I no longer hide in food. It no longer has that feel of satisfaction; some food make me actually sick, some have a chemical reaction that makes them taste rude. NO MORE endorphins :(
Whole real food tastes good or has no flavour just texture. As a result, chemo has moved me along the self food awareness road. It may have taken years to get to where I am now. I now see how much food I was really eating the amount and the size.
I am now eating so healthy we laugh at dinner at what I could justify before. I would never wish chemo on any one but it sure moved me to a new better place.
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